Cease Striving and Know That I am God
One day in the spring 1989 I felt a strange restlessness as I wandered around the house. It was an unusual feeling because outwardly things seemed to be fine. There was no trouble in the home. My children were well. I was not ostracized for ready my Bible. I was able to attend my Bible Study classes, go to church, and do all of the things I loved to do. I was alone for the day and everything was peaceful, sort of. In the quiet peaceful atmosphere I continued to feel a sort of unrest. I examined and reexamined the various parts of my life and still could not get rid of the uneasy feeling
After awhile I said, “Lord is there something You want?” . I may have even spoken this out loud. He answered immediately with, “I want you to give up smoking.” I panicked. I remember saying, “Oh Lord, let me go to my Bible Study and ask them to start praying for me so I can get ready to do this.” And He said “No, I want you to do it now.” I ran into the bathroom with my purse to hide from the Lord and have one last cigarette. I can’t imagine what I was thinking, but there I was sitting on the toilet, hiding from the Lord, as I pulled an almost full pack of cigarettes from my purse. Read more…
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